Fishy

Maybe I'm

too naive to believe in

everything. 

too greedy to ask for

anything.

too stupid to dream of

better things.

I just...

need a place to hide in

temporary.

need someone to talk to

desperately.

need to feel to be loved

consistently.

I'm sorry.

I never meant to hurt.

Bad..

Unfulfilling. Dissatisfaction. 

I'm lost. In a place that I'm familiar with, the most. 

P/S: I love blue. :i

Happy!

I'm not.

:(

Hidden Beauty.

Life was once beautiful.

Life was once full of hopes.

Life was once filled with joy.

Life was once when I counted the blessings.

Till today,

Life is still the same.

Till now, it had never change.

Why cant I recall, that life is a great gift from God?

Why am I keep forgetting?

Why do I always need someone to remind me?

Why can't I remember it all the time?

Why can't I do it all by my own? *still failed to get rid of pessimistic thoughts*

YES. Life is indeed beautiful. Gotta bear this in my mind always.  :)

Devil...

Stop, stop, STOP!

This is so not right.

It shouldn't be happening.

Stop being possessive.

Stop being stubborn.

Stop being curious.

It kills.

SERVES   YOU   RIGHT!:d

A Little Too Not Over.

It seems like I've forgotten.

Things that I once used to like.

Is this a part of growing,

Or just implying that I'm losing myself

Bit by bit...?

Sorry

And again,

I've failed.

I just can't stop from being a pessimist.

Is it some sort like drug addiction?

I'm sorry. :c