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Three happy things :)

I'm happy, and contented. Doesn't want to boast, but it seems like I'm getting over you. Slowly yet consistently. Thank you for not being caring. That I could feel how much others actually cared about me. Somehow, that doesn't mean that I wouldn't care anymore. For someone can be nice to me without any reason, so can I be good to you, with no reason. Promise me, that you'll treat others well, by just holding to what I believe in, and what I've done to you. Spread the love, and let the chain continues. :)


Happy birthday to you~
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So and so..


I'm so not alright.
I don't know what happened to me.
Though I know it's alright to be not alright.
It's not alright when you don't even know the reason behind.
I'm just so sick about myself.
Being emo is indeed torturing.
I can't take this anymore.
Yet it's getting intense.

I don't know how to fix it.
Don't know to to fix myself.
So that it gets better.
I've stop complaining.
No more crying.
Distractions no longer work on me.
I'm getting worse.
Falling into nowhere.

I've failed to make others happy.
Neither I succeeded in entertaining myself.
The time period for "temporary".
It's getting shorter, shorter and shorter.
I have no idea on what to do.
And what to say.

I appear to be annoying to people.
And now I irritated myself.
I hate myself more than anyone does!

After all "hate" is still a feeling right?  
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