Knotty me...

The feeling of hate is getting intense! I don't know. Don't know is it because you do not understand me well enough, or you just simply pretend that you do not. But this doesn't means that problems never exist EVEN if you close your eyes.

I just feel like to fail everything. Fail my exam, fail your expectations, fail myself. No! I've failed, just to fulfill your expectations.

Perhaps you'd never realize. I don't like to give a shot. Whenever it comes to things that I like, I'll put in all the efforts I have and I'll make sure that things work out as I want! But it's different when I don't want to. I don't mind if I failed because I DON'T CARE! Because it is NOT important, to me at least.

I've got enough, why can't you just let me be myself?

You won't ask a dead chicken to cook itself. Will you? It's IMPOSSIBLE! We all know that.

Is it the word "PROFESSIONAL" sounds so important? I'd say YES if I'm someone who wants to be well-known. Don't you understand me? I bet you don't. Give a shot? I won't.

I'm sorry. =X

是我吗？

你，怎么了？我会给你太大的负担吗？我做了什么让你不高兴的事吗？还是纯粹说，我本身很讨人厌？

对不起，我没要怪你的意思，我没资格。。。

求求你，告诉我，我到底做错了什么吗？

我知道，我不够格拜托你对我好。。。

你清楚，其实你根本就不想。。。

我明白，这是我一手造成的。。。

不需要，你没必要感到内疚。。。

无所谓，我只想你开心。。。

不准哭，反正如何你都不在乎了。。。

我希望，我的出现不会对你造成任何的困扰。。。

我也想，在你眼前彻彻底底的消失。。。

对不起，再忍耐多两个月。。。

好不好？

I do not know what you meant by detachment, because you never give me the chance to understand ANYTHING. I'm sorry. =X