End it.

I've been crying for days consequently. And I once thought I'd not cry over anything anymore. I was wrong. Tears just flow uncontrollably. Thank god it stops after a while. Is that what we called "cry over and get over?" Anyways, life's been good overall. I bet people who read this would caught a shock. Yes, it is for real. Though shit happens, I'm still able to live a life out of those shits. My point is, being happy doesn't mean that you don't feel sad. And of course, feeling sad doesn't indicate that you don't experience joyful moments. Not everything should be told, or to be found out. In fact, keeping hopes is much better than to try to make your dreams come true. Some wishes are better to remain ungranted, because the most exciting part of having a wish is to dream for the time when it comes true. As long as you have dreams, or even dream, you'll live. I've made my decision, to end this. :)

怪物

最近都没什么感觉。
因该不是麻木了，而是我试着操控自己的情绪。
电话跌花了我都不允许自己不高兴，反而觉得，我大概是第一个弄损电话的人吧。
算！我承认自己不是斯文类的。 = =

本来很多东西要说，但是突然不知道该怎么说，还是我根本就不想说。
那天有个朋友问我隔多久通电回家，我大剌剌的回答说：“无事不登三宝殿。”
这，是事实。
人家报喜不报忧，换作是我那应该无话可说了。
那天我好像把事情弄糟了，他们应该很担心吧？
可是难道我说出心里的话也有错吗？T.T 
我不是笨！我只是觉得，人家要的不代表我也应该 要。
我知道你为我好，可是你至少也该尝试去明白我啊。
又是你说有什么事可以跟你说，不要乱想，可我说了你又是如此的反应，我该继续说吗？答案我没有，但是我的心告诉我，我不要再说了。
其实我知道，说了肯定不成，我太了解你了！:P
所以我并没有失望，只想让你明白我的想法。
打从一开始你就知道了，你认为时间能冲淡一切，并不是。

你一直说了解我，那你猜猜看我还能撑多久呢？ :i